Sanggar Waringin

never had the chance to make a happy pingpong
filling my head with all those miserable thoughts
and so I am forgetting the essence

The so called Sanggar Waringin
yeah, wonderful as it may seems
it is instead a mother of fear

some said, "too much love will kill you"
I said, "damn, freakin true"
she said, "haha"

even a dog can be forgiven and accepted
but I, a human, a man... no...
giving me no option except to let it all go

indeed, it hurts
I'm used to it